Close ur heart, don't get hurt twice
Saturday, July 18, 2015 | 7:30 AM | 0 comments
Just a small confession of meI can't believe that after 3 years since my first time on september 2011, I fell in love again & again with the wrong guy.. I mean not wrong in bad way & he not a bad guy though..it just arggghh myself again fall for someone in wrong place, wrong time & wrong type of guy.. Re get hold of yourself, for pete's sake..he is someone's boyfriend.
My own biggest weakness that when I fall I fall too hard, when I love I love too much that I even can hurt my own inner self. Maybe my friends can bubbling that "Re, it just a tiny crush..you can get over him asap" , "Re, don't play with fire..He is someone's boyfriend" , "Re, I know you don't believe boys..stop melting for him" , "Re, time can heal..just be patient"...woahh there's a lot of Re here, Re there..thanks my beloved friends for care & do believe that I can forget him but even myself can't believe I will forget him, maybe not that fast. Even just 88days my love story go on with my ex, I can't forget him for almost 3 years & I can't imagine forgetting someone that I barely know for almost 4months already, it's even a longer time than knowing my first exboyfriend.
If I can tell, yes it's a true love of mine. True love at first sight maybe, He is perfectly definion of a guy that I dream of but the only problem he's not single but I put much hope that he will be single but how stupid I am for thinking like that. Tsk, why I even bother to fall in love. All this time, I just fine with no boys around me except my guys classmates & why it happened again, why I fall again? Why I put much hope for a guy? Why I want to keep hurting myself for twice? Why & why actually this happened?